when the top of the world falls on you..

>>listening to AAR's "Top Of The World"

my life is sooooooo dooomed..i'm so moving out of Earth..
i need to g.e.t awaaaay...*moan and roll around dramatically till i fall off my bed*

ryhn to mars..ryhn to mars *beep..beep*
ryhn to jupiter..*beep..beep*
(on the look for a place to stay)

hmm...i'm not complaining..m really thankful with all that i have..but sumhow, ryte now i'm feeling really really low. i felt let down. i dunnnno la..
Gowd! where are the jetplanes and rockets that could take me for a while of an out-of-Earth getaway??? it's the 21st century! shouldn't we have them that by now???

owh!! selingan! *change of mood kejap* my dad's leaving for Acheh tomorrow. talked to him of course just now. he's all excited i bet u anything. he shur sounded so anyway. his flight's tomorrow but he'll departure from KLIA and not senai so he's leaving for KL with his friends in about ten minutes time. ummi's sooooooo missing him already. like i can't tell lah kaaan hehe..Abah's going away for a week. iAllah he'll be flying back with Zahid and the rest of the 'kids' (ngeh3..) on the 12th.
Abah was like, "i'm leaving for Acheh. wanna pesan anything?"
i was like, "just return safely.."
ehhhehhee..cheyh..cantik tak ayat?? see..baiknye dapat anak macam i hehe..
*playing Butterfly Kisses song (father daughter song nih!)*
tapi nak jugaklah pesan stuff ofkos..ehhe...

*sigh..* miss abah already..padahal bukannye aku dok umah jumpe baba tiap hari pon hahahahaa...meh-ngah-da

oh well..back to the main topic..*change mood balik*
i'm really tired. i'm tired of a lot of things. i'm just t.i.r.e.d..
and the fact that i can't do anything for myself; it's like i'm stuck for life!!!

i knew it! i'm gonna live life as a spinster, who sells her soul to her work, who'll adopt an infant boy so that he'll grow up and be handsome macho son of mine and take care of me when i'm old. then when i'm about to retire, i'll leave for New Zealand and buy a nice cottage where there'll be sheeps running around my small land and every morning i'll mandikan them with sweet fruity scented bath gel so they won't stink like every other normal ordinary sheeps. and if they still smells, i'll sell them off for Qurban; or even better, i'll give them away for charity.

i'll be working as a librarian at the Dunedin's University (tempat Iman so she can some and visit me) to kill time. and i'll read books at kindergartens for the kid's storytime. i'll do volunteer work for charity. i'll bake cookies and sell them for the Fight Breast Cancer Campaign..i'll sell off my old stuff and belongings at garage sales and i'll make friends with the ladies at the rumah warga emas. ofkos..nanti i ajaklah derang usrah..of kos it will be inclusive of muffins and old people's fave coffee or flavored tea. hmm..NZ banyak hijau-hijauan so i guess our fave spot for usrah ( or rather elderly intellectual discussion hehe) will be kat atas one of those nice green beau hills, where ada tulips, butterflies terbang2 around us..then ada daun2 yg mcm lalang tuh..n ofkos, def'ly buttercup flowers banyak2..then, i will also adopt cucu angkat. ramai2..of all kind of races.

walla..!! i do have life after all then!

*sigh* will i live to be 57?....