more n more..complaining?
i soooo cannot focus and so i must must musti stop for a minute and 'talk'.
i'm so freaked out and in a way quite worried. (bah!! fuhney. quite?! banget2!!) and i dun care if i sound psychotic or half-lunatic!!!! i think i'm turning into an insomniac. for the past 4 days its been the same routine. i'll only feel tired out and a bit sleepy when the clock ticks at 3am. then i'll get myself ready for bed. turn off Lappie, set my alarm, clear up my books n stuff, switch off the light and in bed i'll be. by 330 i'll doze off. and get a bad or weird dream that'll get me waking up at 415. it's like scheduled! i'll wake up and toss n turn and cover myself under my comforter, and round 5 will i doze off again; this time peacefully. sudah tentu sudah mau siang dan harus bangun..so in the end, i'd opt and prefer to not sleep BUT i cant do that!!!! i need sleep. we all need sleep! and my finals are starting tomorrow! first paper's at 9am and the next's at 3pm. and i'm soooo not okay with that!!!
haih..my last paper will be on the 4th. anyone concerned or interested in knowing the going ons with my sanity by then can check on my sanity then hahahahahha..lol.. *forced laugh*
its the same thing over and over again kan?kan?kan? every semester,asal finals je,
"i'm freaked out!!!"
"i'm gonna die!!!!"
"kamikaze!!!"
"nak mati syahid"
*faint dramatically n tragically*
*dead* sigh...
bila hidup mau lebih menarik dan teratur ah ryhn?
btw, tho by the 4th i'll be over and done with 2nd semester, i'm planning on staying in KL and leave for JB proly on the 12th. kak bie just texted me saying that she'll be leaving for JB not til the 13th. meB i'll balik with her. planned on getting myself stuck in one of those ever-so-comfy sofas in Boarders with the good jazz background music. (minus the coffees.i dare to promise that!)
back to my notes
*feeling sick*
i'm so freaked out and in a way quite worried. (bah!! fuhney. quite?! banget2!!) and i dun care if i sound psychotic or half-lunatic!!!! i think i'm turning into an insomniac. for the past 4 days its been the same routine. i'll only feel tired out and a bit sleepy when the clock ticks at 3am. then i'll get myself ready for bed. turn off Lappie, set my alarm, clear up my books n stuff, switch off the light and in bed i'll be. by 330 i'll doze off. and get a bad or weird dream that'll get me waking up at 415. it's like scheduled! i'll wake up and toss n turn and cover myself under my comforter, and round 5 will i doze off again; this time peacefully. sudah tentu sudah mau siang dan harus bangun..so in the end, i'd opt and prefer to not sleep BUT i cant do that!!!! i need sleep. we all need sleep! and my finals are starting tomorrow! first paper's at 9am and the next's at 3pm. and i'm soooo not okay with that!!!
haih..my last paper will be on the 4th. anyone concerned or interested in knowing the going ons with my sanity by then can check on my sanity then hahahahahha..lol.. *forced laugh*
its the same thing over and over again kan?kan?kan? every semester,asal finals je,
"i'm freaked out!!!"
"i'm gonna die!!!!"
"kamikaze!!!"
"nak mati syahid"
*faint dramatically n tragically*
*dead* sigh...
bila hidup mau lebih menarik dan teratur ah ryhn?
btw, tho by the 4th i'll be over and done with 2nd semester, i'm planning on staying in KL and leave for JB proly on the 12th. kak bie just texted me saying that she'll be leaving for JB not til the 13th. meB i'll balik with her. planned on getting myself stuck in one of those ever-so-comfy sofas in Boarders with the good jazz background music. (minus the coffees.i dare to promise that!)
back to my notes
*feeling sick*
*ryhn*
10:57 AM
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