...and i'd do anything to just feel better..

alhamdulillah..

ohmigod!!perlulah kan the first song playing right now kat ym "Bad Day" huhu...

*taking a deep breath*

lets start again.it's been 2days i stayed kat my aunt's..m really thankful to God that my aunt lives neaby and that i could always turn to her and the fact that our family have good relationship...
*thank you God. i am blessed*

went back to uia tadi..got UNGS test..i was late 30mins. like that wasnt terrible enuff..
(thank you ustz ungs ku..ur sooo kind! i'll miss u when i grad ur class)
pastu when i went to the mart kat HS area tu..my God i felt like my life was haunted!! takut i nak balik uia..i nearly tripped and kicked like more than 2 batu n curbs..pastu perlu lah kan my wallet nak terbuka n receipts n coins were like falling around me like snowflakes during the winter time in England..

then, i went to Aikol for a meal with elyna..thot of eating..but lost my appetite. was told of another bad news. haduih..went off to met two of my madamS to xplain n mintak excuse sbb absent for teh past two days..alhmd they were cool but i'mma need MC..haih..clinic uia sungguh tak membantu..

i bought the ever-so-famous aikol's goreng pisang (haha..teringat yasat n hasan's question;
"do malays fry everything? hahahaha") konon nye rindu ah kan sbb sedap sgt n dah lame tak makan..only managed a bite and tapau the rest. met up with daad, dora mun fara n the rest.. god, i missed them..sooo much..hmm..one of the strong reasons for me to go back to college.
*God i thank you for the friends i have.*

missed maz tho. she had tutor so x dpt jumpe. i had to pick Duha from school since the car was with me so i couldn't wait for maz..

hmm..owh!! yesterday, i have to share the and tell the sweetness of fara (she came with alen of kos). ystrday evening, she called up n said,
"ryhn, i kat depan ur aunt's house"

holla..n there she was with a bag of keropok lekor...hmm..missed her banget..she hasn't been around much..it was so sweet of her to come n visit coz she missed me hehehehehe..sayang u kat i eh..keh3..

hmm..iAllah i'm going back to uia tomorrow. pagi iAllah..or malam..i have to..my assgnmnts need attentions. i am eternally engaged n married to the library.. haha..i'm feeling better already..

my mom texted me. she asked me how i was n stuff..(she missed my dad kikiki...n well, umm..note: she doesn't know that i'm not in uia n that i'm at mak dut's. we agreed that we dun want my mom to worry n plus, my dad's not around..)

n u know..it was like a mother's instinct. she kinda know i was kinda troubled and she was talking about 'jaga hubungan dengan Allah'..if anything, muhasabah diri n all that..sigh..i cant hide anything from her..
(i knoww..silly statement there :D) she made me feel better nways..but i was soooo scared that she wud call there n then. god! i'd burst. haha..coward me..

well..gtg back to my contract case. gotta figure out the issues and find cases!!

oh!oh! n plus.. i found this pic on Sal's junior's page. my pic when i was the moderator for the 'sharing moment' slot during the KTKN..haha..that experience still haunts me in a way.. but it was a good experience.. haih..mesti lepas ni sume serik nak call me again..u lah!! expect me to do all the 'bidang terjun' ngeh3..but honestly, it was a good experience.. but definitely there's a always a big room for improvement..God knows..