leaving..goodbye Incik Cuti..

the title said it. yep, holidays are near to its very end..and i'll be leaving for KL this friday. (2moro that is) and hmm..i have not started packing at all! i am sooo mencarik pasal sendiri. i'll surely end up at the very last minute before leaving the house driving everyone at home crazy with,
"where's my ticket???" *even after numerous confirmations that yes, the ticket is in my wallet*
"where is my .....???" *rushing up/downstairs*
"cepat ba!! i'm going to miss my bus!!"
"boys..cepat salam!! i'm leaving!!!" *they're all over the house!*
"abah, this is my ....akak letak here. dun 4get to bawak tau nanti!!! janji tau!!"

well..not that bad..maybe worse kot..aaaaaaaaaanywaaays...

got 'team building' prog with K-Care in IIU 7th-9th so i defly have to go back early. registration for 2nd year will be on the 9th (Sunday) so..i'll have to deal with that la. thank God Zahid is coming along with me this Sunday..ade la bodyguard and, he can help me with my stuff!! since we're travelling by bus, i have promised myself that i will not menyusahkan Zahid, or be the cause of his headache making him be more convinced that he is a brother to a neurotic and metally-deranged (mild je tho) plus OCD (mild too) being. i promise! and for that, i have to learn to travel light! *reach for a copy of "Hows To's"*

which reminds me. Zahid is enrolling in UTP next week. (other than the fact that after this i'll have to share the full the attention that i used to get as a U student from my ummi and abah) i wonder what's in his mind. he has always wanted to take up Architecture. but then, UTP's offer came 1st. he had to decide. and he decided. he must be torn! coz i would be too if i were him. but i'm not. and he's cool. and anyways, UTP pon, course yg dia mintak. at least he knows what he wants. i'm really proud of him. i pray for what's best for him and anyways, i'm shur Allah has made the best of plans for Zahid..and i think it would be good for his business..gambate brodah!!

you know what? i'd like to consider myself as an independent young lady..i believe i am one! but i guess, not true to the core.

recently, i had a chat or two with a few friends of mine who are studying (and obviously) living in countries outside Malaysia. and it got me laying down many, many reasons on why i am studying Mesia and not any other country for my Degree..(other than bcoz i wanted to do my LLB in the campus that i am in now of course)

my status as a student studying in a local university, which is situated in hmm..say...4-5 hours drive away from home?.. when it's semester break, i demand and insist on taking back home with me EVERYthing that i own in my room. i insist on packing everything up and not leaving them in the stores provided by the college.
as a result, my dad will have to come with a truck a.k.a, as known to the public; Unser to transport all my goods and belongings safely all the way to JB. and it is pretty much acknowledged by everyone in the family that they will not be able to breathe well if they join the trip hence they leave abah and ummi only to go fetch me for the holidays..(except the small ones la yg can selit2 in the what's left of the spaces).. i dun travel light.
so if i were to move abroad, i think i wud be crying to get my dad ship over a 'container' for me!

i get on the phone almost everyday with my mom and dad (or any one of them). text, call, misscalls, the kind. yeah, i know that even if i'm studying overseas i can still get to talk to them on the phone but..hmm..not as often as i do la..i mean,terukla if i have to get them on the phones just to hear me go,
"oh! abah! i have a new plan! listen, see, i think when i retire, i want to move to...... and be a ..."
"oh, ummi, pleeeeeez...tolong topup..puhleeeez.."
"abah, are u coming over to KL this week?"
"abah, next week can u make urself ada meeting?? i wanna go...u come with me la.."
"Ummi, i have an idea..if i buy this...i dun need to....but i....then u can..(goreng2).and you'll benefit from it! so, boleh?"

u get the idea?
and still, my parents thinks i slalu 'mendiamkan diri' when i'm in campus..
and when i do call them up, (or miskol them and they call back ofcourse lol..) they go,
"nak apa lagi..alaaa..ha..iyelah..ok..ok..bye...nanti2...dah!dah! "

*let's laugh here.*
oh but hey, those who do notice that my dad comes to KL often, he comes because he really does have a meeting or sum other stuff! not because i forced him to come!!! forcing parents is not good...*tsk3*

and then, there's rumah mak dut nearby. i'm always running of to her place (my aunt's). i soooo owe them alot. and i get to use the car too. and i'm staying in a campus that doesn't make me walk miles just to get to my classes or to any place in campus.

and when it comes to money, well, i am a fully pa&ma sponsored student, so if anything, paham la kan..sume carik abah la kan..*sheepish grin*

among the ever so many other reasons..

but i do love to imagine myself having to study in another country..i get to do a lot of travelling! take lots and lots of pictures! lots and lots more cloud&sky-pictures! to live in a house with friends..make our own meals! do our own grocery shopping all the time!! buy furnitures!!!

*shrug* i believe that wherever a person is, and whatever he is doing, i believe that it is God's plan, and there are reasons for it; for Allah knows what's best for His creatures..

prob now, how to make abah n ummi tak marah tgk all my stuff packed up nanti. last trip, ummi said, "haih..nanti akak grad, we myte need to hire a lorry to take all ur stuff balik rumah.."

no comment. i shud quit blogging late at nyte. i tend to ramble..kan?